To The Woman Who Left.

I can see the stress in your eyes, and the exhaustion on your face.

I can see the way you are trying to just get through your day.

I can see how you try and be strong and hold yourself together.

I can see the determination not to break or be seen breaking.

I can see that you seem to be there for others, but people are rarely there for you.

I can see the weight of your life on your shoulders and you’re just trying to be heard.

I can see your frustration as the words from your heart are met with a distracted gaze.

I can see your drifting eyes as you think about the things you want.

I can see your desire for something deeper.

I can see your unease as you feel your confusion.

I can see the simplicity in your heart when you finally reach the truth.

I can see you trying to calculate the possible outcomes from your decision, and the fear that you create in yourself.

I can see your suffering.

I can see your heart break and break open as you make your decision and choose you.

I can see how even when you choose you that you are still thinking of others and how they may feel.

I can see that this was not an easy decision.

I can see you still holding out hope, still afraid to fully let him go.

I can feel the sword you’ve cut your ties with as you twist it inside your fresh wounds by holding out that hope.

I can feel you unsure as to your next move, mentally and quite literally as you wonder where you’ll live.

I can feel you struggle with your worthiness as you decide on your new home.

I can feel your excitement as you finally find your new safe haven.

I can feel you breathe as you drive away for the last time.

I can feel your heart race as you move forward in your life.

I can feel your heart open in warmth as you let others be there for you.

I can feel the love of your sisterhood.

I can feel your vulnerability when you fall asleep in your new home, alone for the first time.

I can feel your creativity as you make yourself at home, also for the first time.

I can feel your presence in your home.

I can feel your closure as you finally settle in.

I can feel your contentment.

I can feel the fire in your belly as you become inspired to create your great life.

I can feel you take charge.

I can feel you finally let go.

I can feel you ready for deep love.

I can feel your love for you.

To the woman who left. The courage you have shown for yourself was that courage you felt you were always missing. It has all led up to this moment in time. This moment in time that will pass like the ones before, but the one that you’ll remember the most. Your bravery will continue to inspire you, as well as others and so will the life you create. You will create a life of greatness on the foundations of following your passions and staying true to you, by loving yourself unconditionally and trusting that something greater is working with you. To the woman who left. You are a wonder. You are a warrior. You are me, and I am you.

To the women who have yet to leave. There will be many more of you. There will be many more of you who are done talking at the table, who are done trying to explain and who are done with trying to keep it together. There will be many more of you who will surrender. Who will surrender to the pull of your deep desire for deep human connection and to be loved in the way you know you are worthy and deserving of. To the women who have yet to leave, focus inward on you. Place your attention on your patterns and beliefs and become aware of who you really are below all of your life conditioning's.

You are a beautiful divine creation, and I see you.

To the men who will love these women. As I encourage them to go inwards on themselves I also encourage you to do the same. To find the depths to your own souls and release your fears of being vulnerable with us, and release any fears of shame. These women will love you deeper than you’ve ever felt before, but only when you are true to yourself. When you finally come together as two separate beings on conscious paths in life, your love for each other will inspire others. You’ll bring a presence to the world and show others what true love is.

And to the men who are already working hard on their toughest subject which is themselves, thank you. Thank you for leading other men. Thank you for challenging your societal pressures. Thank you for feeling through your shame. Thank you for your broken hearts that you’ve mended back together as we have. Thank you for your vulnerability and for your courage it takes for you to do so.

Wishing you all the love in the world, prosperity, and hope you may need to carry on in this beautiful wonderful life <3

Stacy.